Current Mood: Devistated ):
First day at babysitter for Jayden and first day back to work for Mommy. Mommy was a wreck ever since arriving home from vacation late Saturday night. Mommy knew time with little man was running out and soon she'd have to send him off so she could help Daddy provide for little man's future. There are no words to express how hard this day is. No words. In the past other Mothers have told me how hard this day would be, and Mommy would have never imagined it to be quite as bad as it was explained. It's a feeling that cuts deep to your soul as only a Mother would understand. It's the end of a life changing stage that can never be relived and the beginning of a new adventure.
Mommy had a harder time dealing with today than Jayden! Jayden was very good for miss Manny, and was all smiles when Mommy arrived to pick him up! (Mommy worked through her lunch so she could leave work early just to snuggle with her little man!) Must have been a long day for little man because while Mommy rocked Jayden on the outside porch swing, he passed out cold!
Mommy had a harder time dealing with today than Jayden! Jayden was very good for miss Manny, and was all smiles when Mommy arrived to pick him up! (Mommy worked through her lunch so she could leave work early just to snuggle with her little man!) Must have been a long day for little man because while Mommy rocked Jayden on the outside porch swing, he passed out cold!
Mommy misses her little man so badly and hopes the weekend comes QUICK!
Since we lost one little soul before Jayden was concieved, Mommy made a pact with herself and God that if we were blessed to get pregnant again and the baby was ok, this time around she would enjoy and record every single moment and not take one second for granted. In a way it's not only to honor the awesome little man Jayden is, but also to honor the memory of the baby that has passed and is anxiously waiting to meet us all some day. Mommy will look back upon this blog and her diary often to remember every small piece of the joy these last 9 months AND 9 weeks together have brought.
Since we lost one little soul before Jayden was concieved, Mommy made a pact with herself and God that if we were blessed to get pregnant again and the baby was ok, this time around she would enjoy and record every single moment and not take one second for granted. In a way it's not only to honor the awesome little man Jayden is, but also to honor the memory of the baby that has passed and is anxiously waiting to meet us all some day. Mommy will look back upon this blog and her diary often to remember every small piece of the joy these last 9 months AND 9 weeks together have brought.
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